Keep moving on?Wtf...

Why do i always have to move on and on and on?
Why can't i stay at certain place, certain times or certain moments..
I only wish to be happy..It's all i ever wanted..
But what i got, is always sadness..

Though i always pretend to be happy...
Pretend to be fine..
But in the surface, deep down inside..
It's burning,hurting...Torture, pain, anger
, jealousy, envy...

Why do i have these feelings..
Where do these come from?

Is there a devil beneath me..
If there is..
Welcome to my life..
I won't fake a smile anymore..

All i will give is a middle finger to the face!!!

Lastly..Welcome to hell...

There is no fairytales nor happily ever after things..

All you see in life is violence, politics and many others...