Plastic Surgery?

Am thinking about it..
After one of my friend recommended..
I want a gd looking face...
Make my nose sharper?
Make my face leaner?

Hmm....

Keep moving on?Wtf...

Why do i always have to move on and on and on?
Why can't i stay at certain place, certain times or certain moments..
I only wish to be happy..It's all i ever wanted..
But what i got, is always sadness..

Though i always pretend to be happy...
Pretend to be fine..
But in the surface, deep down inside..
It's burning,hurting...Torture, pain, anger
, jealousy, envy...

Why do i have these feelings..
Where do these come from?

Is there a devil beneath me..
If there is..
Welcome to my life..
I won't fake a smile anymore..

All i will give is a middle finger to the face!!!

Lastly..Welcome to hell...

There is no fairytales nor happily ever after things..

All you see in life is violence, politics and many others...

Miss BeatFusion..

I give it a miss..Cuz of work..
Hmm, another chances wasted..
But nvm,there's always next time for sure..
If there any, i will make sure i grab it.. :)
For now, back to my daily routine..

new color..

Love the color..But too bright.. :(

Cloud Strife Figurine..

It's nice..
He's be my idol..lol
Love the hair and style..
The figurine is nice too..
Gonna hunt for one today.. :)

Beatz Fusion... :)

I will be there on e 11 and 12th of June..
I be spining on e 12 at 6 to 8pm...
Might join e competition too..
But i not well prepared for it.. :(

It will be held at Scape Vivo city..
Finals will be at Spore Discovery..
Seeya thr.. :)